I heard a knock upon my door the other day 
I opened it to find death staring in my face 
The feel of mortal stalking still reverberates 
Everywhere I go I drag the coffin just in case 

My body's tremblin' sends shivers down my spine 
Adrenaline kicks in, shifts into overdrive,
Your secrets keep you sick, your lies keep you alive 
Snake eyes every single time, you roll with crooked dice 

I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down 
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house 
I wrestle with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt 
Running from my past, I'm praying feet don't fail me now

I've lost my goddamn mind
It happens all the time
I can't believe I'm actually 
Meant to be here
Trying to consume 
The drug in me is you 
And I'm so high on misery 
Can't you see

I got these questions always running through my head 
So many things that I would like to understand 
If we are born to die and we all die to live 
Then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts? 

I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down 
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house 
I wrestle with my thoughts I shook the hand of doubt 
Running from my past I'm praying feet don't fail me now 

I've lost my goddamn mind
It happens all the time
I can't believe I'm actually 
Meant to be here
Trying to consume 
The drug in me is you 
And I'm so high on misery 
Can't you see

I've lost 
Myself 
You tried to reach me but you just can't help me 
So long 
Goodbye 
You tried to save me, it won't work this time

'Cause now 

I've lost my fucking mind
And there's no fucking time
I can't believe I'm actually 
Meant to be here
Trying to consume 
The drug in me is you 
And I'm so high on misery 
Can't you see
Oh can't you see
Can't you see